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[11 May 2005|04:10pm] |
bonjour. i'm back. i made a new journal:
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<3 amina
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| we live in a beautiful world |
[19 Dec 2004|12:22pm] |
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you know that feeling when certain people erase you from their lives completely? i'm sick and tired of that. meh, now i know how jim carrey must have felt.
thank you jenna, kaitlyn, merissa, stephanie. i had lots of fun last night. yay for breakfast club christmas parties.
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| forget modern nature- this is how its meant to be! |
[02 Dec 2004|09:50pm] |
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sondre ! |
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lipton's english blend tea + milk + honey= =D
last night= excellent. sondre was amazing. he has me wooed. and me and jenna had an ultra super fun time.
today i went to stephanies and forced her to make me an omelette, yummm. i also went to borders and purchased two books- a very long engagement and alfie.
i am quite excited for disneyland and limo and rainforest cafe on saturday. school is killing me. i reeeeeallly cant wait for next year to get out of there. oh and today i bled on my english assignment that was worth a million points due to a staple. haha oh well.
alright i want to see the following movies:
a very long engagement (!)
a series of unfortunate events
the life aquatic
closer
mmmhhh alright whose up for some dates?? your treat of course.
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| you are my mistake and i am yours! |
[22 Nov 2004|05:40pm] |
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sondre yay yay |
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today me and merri made brownie mush. kaitlyn didn't partake.
yesterday= dennys.
saturday= orange chicken, coffee, and finding neverland.
friday= my dahling stephanie in the beverly hillbillies. oh and jenna miss stage manager. precious, i know.
for thanksgiving we're going to kaitlyns. yayy and yumm. on friday, of course, degrassi. plus un long dimanche de fiancailles. but thats going to have to wait. weeee...*excitement*. saturday...adventurizing?
i can hardly wait... sondre lerche... jennas birthday (aka disneyland in a limo)
i love my friends, they are genuine. even if they dont let me over for pizza and uptown girls.
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| as long as im losing it so completely! |
[16 Nov 2004|07:56pm] |
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this week.... was anything but exciting.
i am desperate for a late night adventure. that is, if i can stay awake past 8:30.
life, where are you? come back
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| arrogance and ego wrapped around every word |
[08 Nov 2004|08:30pm] |
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mums on a power trip.
i think im going to backpack to various friends houses this week. make an adventure out of it. please and thank you.
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| early morning hymns in the midst of the night! |
[06 Nov 2004|11:44pm] |
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life is one big who knows what.
it gives you an extremely good night of death cab for cutie and friends, then throws a messy morning into your face which quite possible ruins the rest of your day, but then a cd which you've been awaiting comes in the mail to comfort you, and then genuine contentness arrives once you go out to dinner and the incredibles for raqi's birthday. and sitting in borders reading magazines is always a plus.
hey YOU- anonymous poster you... stop stop stop... everything you stand for supports an apocolyptic nuclear world war III. (even the bible codes predict this! coming early THIS century.) support it if you must, but do so on your own journal. thanks.
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| sixteen clumsy and shy... |
[03 Nov 2004|05:54pm] |
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the smiths |
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so life isn't too fancy right now... but somehow the smiths always make me better.
americans... what a shame...
now... really, lets put aside domestic issues here... all those who ARE NOT against this war... do me a favour and read all quiet on the western front. thanks.
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| 5th avenues taste like butterfingers. |
[01 Nov 2004|07:46pm] |
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dcfc here we come yay 4 days |
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( <3 hume lake +9 )
now, im officially depressed. someone, anyone, be a friend and lend me a few hundred dollars to splurge on overpriced items at urban outfitters that stephanie is probably capable of making for a small fee. thanks in advance. =D
hope everyone had a bon 'alloween! <3
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| show me love show me love! |
[28 Oct 2004|09:06pm] |
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tatu!!!!!! |
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now, if you see anything similar to this strolling around tomorrow or sunday, no worries. its either me, jenna, or stephanie. show us love.
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| the clock never stops never stops never waits! |
[25 Oct 2004|07:47pm] |
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ben folds! |
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yes! what an EXCELLENT weekend. thank you god! and thank you jenna, blythe, and merri for such extravagent adventures. a beautiful road trip with lots of food and music. we shared our beds with mason, jay jay, and cassie. what an admirable fort we had inside that lovely mansion cabin. jenna won us the boxing championship. we did some sailboating as we filmed the castaways falling into 20 degree water. we drank natural spring water, found a brazillion coin that i lost, did a photoshoot, wore peacoats, and much more. indulged in coconuts and heath bars. they ALL wouldnt stop farting. thanks bean for helping me plan my kids from every country of the world. north and south korea will appreciate it. for you, my friends, pictures later.
now, as compared to today, im ready to cut out my ovaries and uterus and auction them off.
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| be well! be excellent! |
[08 Oct 2004|11:05pm] |
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consistancy. ive longed it for so long. and when i recieve it i never even realize it, because its so dang boring!
ive had some recent highs and lows. and let me tell you, the highs fill me up to the top with creamy warm bubbly butterscotchy butterbeer. and the lows, they help me improve myself. i'm long overdue for improvement.
i love my friends sooooo much! i love coffee! potatoe leek! parking lots! tortilla soup! movies! music! i love friday nights at masons! danSing! going out to lunch at random times of the day! and guava! who wants to come over to help me consume this abundance of guava?
"bettah ourselves? did you hear what he said? BETTAH OURSELVES? when you come from skid rowe there aint no such thang!"
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| there's no use decieving |
[06 Oct 2004|03:33pm] |
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i had a bad day.
my contact lens leapt from my eye.
and FIDM does not offer a course in fashion photography.
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| had seven good years till i noticed they were looking at me. |
[04 Oct 2004|06:02pm] |
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i feel empty. im looking at my life as a whole, and its not gratifying. i really miss being spontaneous. and i miss adventurizing. i miss having absolutely no direction in my life, enjoying every moment, and avoiding sleep because i felt it was such a waste of time. i always thought that once i reached that feeling, then i would be infinite. but now i look at that tiny chunk of my life and really, it means nothing to me. because thats not me anymore, thats my former self at my high point of the mere 15 years ive been around. and it wasn't even that great, it just seems like it was.
but its been so long, really. some of those people involved are actually still around, which is nice. and unfortunately, some of them aren't. and whats worse is, some of them are still here and desperately trying to escape. and theres some new people in my life. which is hard to get used to, but fun at times.
its like, i want my life to be an adventure but it isn't. and i want it to be perfectly plotted out at the same time, and it isn't. not even close. and every spur of the moment activity never hits me the way i desire. nostalgic thoughts hammer me into such deep, irrelevant, and pointless criticizing of myself. and sometimes i wish i was younger again, and yet i always find myself trying to be much more mature then necessary. because im only flippin 15 years old. and i cant stop myself from analyzing every word a person speaks or action he or she does or the way i react to that action.
sorry.
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| tricks they track you down! |
[02 Oct 2004|01:59pm] |
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sam goody uses degrassi as a marketing tool, targeting young kids like ourselves and forcing every individual to buy a $40 dvd set in order to meet the degrassi kids. total false advertising. =[
well we went to swingers instead, so all is well. they have the best stuffed grilled cheese.
in other news, i had an excellent night on thursday, jimmy eat world= AMAZING live. it was lovely. counting down the days before hanson next week. and bright eyes in two. ben folds is going have to wait... on account of girls retreat! this month will be splendid. oh im not sure about rilo kiley anymore either, but deathcab for cutie in early november! =D
yesterday was mum's bday. thai food! thai iced tea! awwwwww.
tonight i believe were going back to hollywood to see i <3 huckabees. yay!
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